for a few months, im became a stronger girl to face up about love probs. but the end i'd grabbed the chance to win stillsyg's heart. and for your infomation, he still loving me  and about his bad attitude in past, he dono how to solve his problem by their own so he made wrong decision by only followed his instinct without care anyone heart. so far, now, he loving me so much and much eventhough for a while i think he do not be serious in our relationship, but alhamdullillah, my heart instinct strongly say, 'he's the best one which is will take care of me forever'. syukur, thanks ALLAH for giving me him for my life.